This scene plays in my mind daily. Why? i want to be enslaved by Women. i’ve envisioned being imprisoned, for whatever reason, by sadistic, no-nonsense Women Who are so powerful that a look can intimidate the biggest of any man. This scene plays out in a way that i can not escape because the Women have it in a way where escape is futile. And even if You make an attempt, the punishment is so severe that it’s worse than dying! Continue reading “A Fantasy…”
i awaken with anticipation as this is my first day as the official ‘boy toy’ of my new Mistress. She instructs me to be at Her place at noon, so this gives me time to shake off all the butterflies currently in my stomach. i am finally in the dream position. i have been thinking about this position for many years now and i have the opportunity to not only fulfill my fantasy but to hopefully fulfill Hers! After all, my goal is to fulfill Her fantasy, at any and all costs. i will only be happy if She is happy…. Continue reading “my First Encounter As Her Toy…”
Facesitting is not my thing…. But, amazingly, the thought of having my face engulfed in some Woman’s ass is intriguing. The way i look at it, smelly, nasty shit comes out of the hole, so why should i want to be involved with it in any way? The body is getting rid of things from that hole for a reason, why should i go near it? But, alas, the fascination of being under or maybe it’s the inferiority complex that one would have in serving a Superior Woman. What more humiliating task puts the accent on submitting to One Who is Superior to you? Continue reading “Yes, You Can Use my Face For Your Pleasure….”
Part of Dominance to me, dwells on anything that would put me in a subservient position or places the Woman in a position of power. There are fantasies and scenarios that, of course, will never happen but it still fascinates me in my mind as far as fantasizing about it often.
One of these fantasies is being shrunken or being captured by a Giant Woman. Not only being caught by a Giant Woman, but, a Giant Woman Who is anxious to devour me as a meal. i fantasize of being trapped by a hungry Giantess Who is hungry to have my flesh in Her mouth. Hungry to taste my blood, hungry to eat me, but not only eat me, but eat me alive. There is the sadism in Her to have me feel Her teeth rip into my skin, to watch me plead and suffer while She sucks on the blood, crunch my bones, to feel me actually lose my life in Her mouth. Continue reading “Vore Fantasies…”
So, my submissive mind is always thinking about how i can properly serve and please my Domme. It fascinates me knowing that if i am pleasing Her in the way She expects, deserves and desires, then the goals are being met in the subjugation of me and the empowerment of Her. Of course, outside of the Pro Domme aspect, in the mind of a lifestyle sub, this can and does enter into realms deemed illegal and immoral, the thoughts of submitting in ways that is mutually beneficial. Continue reading “Having Somewhere To Eat”
No doubt, fantasizing about certain things wouldn’t work in the vanilla world and/or i wouldn’t want to participate in. But one recurring fantasy is so hot that i am sure it’s common among submissives.
i fantasize of being wrongly accused of a violent crime, a case of mistaken identity and accosted by very aggressive cops (Female, of course!). me being brutalized by the officers for ‘resisting’ arrest. The crime i am accused of is rape and sodomy .The cops that arrest me are so hell bent on justice that They decide to forgo the legal system and offer me a choice while i am in the squad car. They tell me They can take me to the station house and book me, throw me in jail and publicize what i am accused of. i can take my chances with, not only the justice system, but the thugs in the prison system who don’t take kindly to men who rape Women. OR, i can be taken elsewhere and become prisoners to Them. Continue reading “i Need to be Arrested….”
i then begin to kiss those magnificent toes and while doing so, i was engulfed in the aroma of Her feet. i almost passed out from the thought of the activity that i am doing as i am still in disbelief that i am being allowed to do so with the heavenly Ms. Jennifer. my enthusiasm was such that, that as i am kissing both Her feet, my fingers start to move up to Her legs, massaging Them while kissing Her feet. She kicks me and asks me if i had permission to touch Her legs? As i was embarrassed for doing so prematurely, She smiled and stated that since i am doing such a great job, i can continue rubbing Her legs. This got me back on track and as i sustained the movement of my fingers, i moved up to Her thighs (With the look of Her approval) and She stopped me and stood up and then motioned me to continue. As i am on my knees, i am still in disbelief that i am in the presence of Ms. Jennifer and not only in Her presence, but serving Her in the way that i envisioned only in my fantasies.
As i see Her looking down on me with appreciation, She tells me that since i have been such a good boy, that i will be bestowed the honor of actually smelling Her ass. What?!?!? Did i hear correctly? Ms. Jennifer is allowing me the privilege of smelling Her ass. i took so long to respond that she slapped me in the face and asked me what was wrong with me. That slap knocked me back into reality and i quickly went to take in the fragrance of Ms. Jennifer. My nose is literally inches from Her ass and i don’t want to take the chance of offending Her in any way or doing something i am not allowed to do. i approach cautiously but with delight! i am sniffing all around Her ass and taking in the natural smell of my Goddess when She instructs me to lie on the floor face up. Without hesitation, i lie on the floor at Ms. Jennifer’s instruction and She tells me that a treat is in store for me. As I smiled, She walked over to me, strategically placed Her ass directly over my face and slowly lowered Her ass and She sat on my face.
Oh My GAWD! Too many thoughts are going through my head as the epitome of my service is reaching its pinnacle. She is moving Her ass on my face and although i am having difficulty breathing, i am still fascinated by the action that is taking place. i hear Her voice but i am so entrenched that it doesn’t register. She lifts Her ass and says that She has one more final treat in order. As She stands up, i notice She is adjusting Her ‘seating’ position. i respectfully asked Her what was She about to do. She stated that She was giving me a treat for being so good. i again asked what is She talking about? She eluded that She was about to let me engulf Her liquid. i was surprised and shocked because i didn’t expect this nor have i ever had a golden shower before, so it made me even more nervous. Being the Goddess that She is, She did noticed i was a tad uncomfortable. She smiled and asked was it my first time and i replied that it was and that smile turned into a grin as She told me to relax, open my mouth and enjoy the fruits of my labor. She started to squat and as i open my mouth, i wait in anticipation. She lowers Herself even more and i feel the first tinkle and wait for the rest, hoping i don’t drown in Her golden stream. She then lets it out slowly, allowing me to catch every drop and then She lets it flow more and then it comes down a little harder. i try in vain to catch every drop, but i may have missed a couple as i savored every drop that taste even more delicious than i ever imagined! When the flow stops, She bends down a little closer, then rises up quickly and as i am smiling from ear to ear, She looks just as satisfied and instructs me to clean up and i watched those long legs walk away.