The Demented Thoughts

Demented ThoughtsThe Demented Thoughts are what draws me to Her. Not necessarily the thoughts itself, but more so, the creativity behind those thoughts. Being depraved is one thing, having a depraved way of doing things is what makes it exciting….

my thoughts border extreme, but Hers border beyond extreme! The stuff you see in the sickest horror movies You’ve watched. And yet, i secretly want Her to do some of them to me. Keyword: SECRETLY….. Continue reading “The Demented Thoughts”

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my Predator…

PredatorShe enjoys playing the predator… Her aggressiveness is what drew me to Her. Well, actually, that pretty smile, nice, muscular legs and the way She carries Herself is what got my attention. The aggressive nature was a definite turn on! She turned heads where ever She appeared… Men AND women tended to do a double take whenever she passed by and i was no exception! Continue reading “my Predator…”

The Taste of Moistness

MoistnessThey have said the thirst is real…  i am living proof of that. There is nothing sweeter than having the wetness of a Woman in my mouth. The steps taken to get a Woman to the point of Her gaining excitement on a sexual level is one i do enjoy. The attraction is natural. It’s the action that brings Her to the point of wanting me inside of Her. OR, at the very least, wanting my tongue, finger, any object that will help satisfy Her sensual urges. Continue reading “The Taste of Moistness”

My Journey of Dominance (Conclusion)

Journey

The Journey of Dominance

After that recommendation, I decided to pursue another houseboy position as this Mistress wasn’t the type of Mistress that I envisioned serving. I heard about an organization named The Eulenspiegel Society (TES). At the time, I was young and most of the members were at least (Well, they looked) 20 years older than me, so it was a little intimidating and they weren’t very inviting to someone who didn’t ‘look’ like them. But I joined and they also hosted parties and the first event I went to was at a dungeon that had just opened and I decided to go, as I might meet some people I can talk to. This was the best move I could make as I offered my services during the party to the Headmistress of the new dungeon and she accepted. After the party ended, I stayed to clean and make the place look good and at that moment, I asked if I could leave and she asked for my pager number as they had a party scheduled the next night. She never called but that Monday at precisely 5 PM (I remember because I was leaving my job at the time of the page) I received the page that changed my life. She offered me the position I had been seeking and I became an official houseboy! Continue reading “My Journey of Dominance (Conclusion)”

My Journey of Dominance

JourneyWhat started out as a mutual liking changed the mindset and life of a young man in terms of sexuality and preference. I was seeing a young lady and while in her dorm room, she whispered in my ear, ‘I wanna tie you up…’ and little did I know that those few words would change my life. As a ‘sane’ man, it is unheard of (At least at that point in time) that I would want to be tied up or do anything that is deemed perverted or weird. ‘That’s for sick people,’ is what I thought then, but, she was cute and she said it sooooooo seductively that, even if I wanted to, I couldn’t say no. So, after tying my hands over my head and attaching it to her headboard, she teased me, then, in an instant, she turned to an evil look and started pinching my nipples.  I got so hard that I was confused, yet, so turned on! I was actually mesmerized with being immobilized and at her mercy and although we didn’t have sex that night, at the time, it was the BEST night of my life and I couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened. I think when I drove home, I was still hard and I couldn’t get the thought out of my mind of being at the mercy of a woman. Continue reading “My Journey of Dominance”

The Art of Public Play

public playi am not one to play in public, PERIOD! It’s not something i actively participate in, although i AM a voyeur and enjoy watching public play, it’s just that i don’t want to play in public, simple. i have been in the scene for 25 years and i am ALWAYS asked that question on a regular basis. ‘How come you don’t play in public, Why don’t you play at parties?’ Well, everyone has a fetish and needs and wants. If someone feels comfortable doing what they do in public, then by all means, i salute you! But, just because you enjoy doing so in public, doesn’t mean i have to as well. That’s absurd! Continue reading “The Art of Public Play”

A Fantasy…

FantasyThis scene plays in my mind daily. Why? i want to be enslaved by Women. i’ve envisioned being imprisoned, for whatever reason, by sadistic, no-nonsense Women Who are so powerful that a look can intimidate the biggest of any man. This scene plays out in a way that i can not escape because the Women have it in a way where escape is futile. And even if You make an attempt, the punishment is so severe that it’s worse than dying! Continue reading “A Fantasy…”