The Pickup

The Pickup….

I fantasize about going out with You to get drinks. We go to a small, inexpensive bar and start drinking, enjoying each other’s company. We both notice a very attractive young lady walk into the bar and she immediately gain both our interests. We look at each other and have similar thoughts about getting with her. You, of course, are looking at how You can use her to Your advantage, I’m thinking about how I can fuck her. We both keep looking at her and we catch her eye and she seems to be interested or at least she appears to want to engage in conversation. You, being the natural aggressor, motions to her to come join us and she comes over. We introduce ourselves and start conversing. She asks us if we’re a couple and You say yes but tell her You enjoy having sex with women. She smiles when You say that, seemingly interested in you. You also tell her that I’m Your bitch and do what You say. She smiled and seemed even more interested in speaking. Continue reading “The Pickup….”

The Perfect Marriage

The Perfect Marriage

The image of being led down the aisle of a church on a leash by the Woman who will be my owner, excuse me, my wife, is an invigorating feeling. In fact, in the type of relationship i would be in, i would be the wife, in theory. The thought of being in a Female Led Relationship excites the senses to a point where, the role reversal scenario is THE ideal place i prefer to be in. Continue reading “The Perfect Marriage”

Face Abuse

Face Abuse

Face AbuseThe screams coming out of my mouth are music to Her ears. As She has me tied from the ceiling with my arms extended over me, She has FULL access to my body. My flesh is Hers. She has that sparkle in Her eye which means trouble for me. I know this may be the end for me. She wants me to fight as it makes Her more excited. I know this much about Her. If I fight it or if I give up completely, She still wins. It’s all a matter of the enjoyment She will get from the actions leading up to my demise. Continue reading “Face Abuse”

Not a Fantasy

i Don’t Want It To Be Fantasy

Yes, i am first to admit that i have extreme thoughts when it comes to my submission. i have been fantasizing of being in a one-sided abusive relationship, me, being the abused one. Having a sadistic, creative Woman to always answer to. To know that, at any given time, She wants to do something cruel to me. Physically taken in such a way that just the thought of seeing Her frightens me to a point that i am afraid of being in Her presence. But, also knowing She has such presence in my psyche that i want to be in Her presence for Her joy and satisfaction.  Especially knowing that She is a true sadist. Wanting to be played with. Continue reading “i Don’t Want It To Be Fantasy”

Demented Thoughts

The Demented Thoughts

Demented ThoughtsThe Demented Thoughts are what draws me to Her. Not necessarily the thoughts itself, but more so, the creativity behind those thoughts. Being depraved is one thing, having a depraved way of doing things is what makes it exciting….

my thoughts border extreme, but Hers border beyond extreme! The stuff you see in the sickest horror movies You’ve watched. And yet, i secretly want Her to do some of them to me. Keyword: SECRETLY….. Continue reading “The Demented Thoughts”

Prison Warden

The Look of An Angel With The Mindset of a Prison Warden

She’s sitting on the edge of the bed, admiring my stoic stance as i look into Her eyes. Her athletic legs inches from my body. The ache that i am feeling is due to those muscular calves being within reach. And i am unable to feel the muscularity and the femininity of them. She knows this. She enjoys teasing me beyond belief. She definitely has a hard, sadistic, evilness to Her, yet, has the face, body and mannerisms of the most elegant Queen. She understands Her power and knows that it’s one of my weaknesses. Of course, She takes advantage EVERY TIME, even when She sends me photos of Her and Her magnificent legs.

Anyway….. Continue reading “The Look of An Angel With The Mindset of a Prison Warden”

Predator

my Predator…

PredatorShe enjoys playing the predator… Her aggressiveness is what drew me to Her. Well, actually, that pretty smile, nice, muscular legs and the way She carries Herself is what got my attention. The aggressive nature was a definite turn on! She turned heads where ever She appeared… Men AND women tended to do a double take whenever she passed by and i was no exception! Continue reading “my Predator…”

Next

The Next One

She’s sitting on the edge of the bed, admiring my stoic stance as I look into Her eyes. Her athletic legs inches from my body. The ache that I am feeling is due to those muscular calves being within reach. And I am unable to feel the muscularity and the femininity of them. She knows this. She enjoys teasing me beyond belief. She definitely has a hard, sadistic, evilness to Her, yet, has the face, body and mannerisms of the most elegant Queen. She understands Her power and knows that it’s one of my weaknesses. Of course, She takes advantage EVERY TIME, even when She sends me photos of Her and Her magnificent legs. Anyway….. Continue reading “The Next One”

At Her Mercy

At Her Mercy

At Her MercyShe has him on his knees, looking adoringly in Her eyes. His fascination with Her dominance is only superseded by his love for Her natural beauty. Soft, silky, long curly locks, flawless skin and an intoxicating smile. He is as enamored with Her Sadistic prowess as he is with the creative, wild and unexpected imagination that comes along with it. The thoughts and fantasies that have lived in his head for years is slowly being imagined now and in some ways, he hopes he’s able to start living out a few of them. In conversation, She has expressed the type of scenarios he didn’t think possible. He loves that…. Continue reading “At Her Mercy”

Don't Wanna Be a Masochist

i Don’t Want to be a Masochist

Don't Wanna Be a Masochisti used to describe myself as a lite masochist many years ago. And, before that, i thought i was actually a masochist, until admitting such would land me in BIG trouble with many Sadists at the time. The masochistic ways i had earned as a young sub, was done so at a time when most Dommes knew nothing but sadism. i got into the scene with an interest in just serving and being useful for the Ones i served. Coincidentally, the first dungeon i became a houseboy at, had primarily Sadistic players working there. Damn, i can still feel my ass burning from all the abuse it was given at the time…. Continue reading “i Don’t Want to be a Masochist”